I was just going through some email
I didn’t know I’d open hell
Old love letters, from love lost
Decided to read them, didn’t think it would cost
The words were sweet and very utterly kind
I let more than a few begin to linger in my mind
Were they lies, are they the truth?
Were they just a passing of my youth?
Theses letters are painful, through them I sift
Are they mistakes written or lovely gifts?
They get worse and worse as I get through them
You made me into an angel, a sweet little gem
Were you really describing me?
The now, melancholy banshee?
I remember how they made me feel
I didn’t know I could feel so real
I should burn them at least press delete
I stare a moment, my heart skips a beat
I’ll keep them for now, until I’m ready
To remember the time when we were steady
At least I can say one thing now
I didn’t cry today, somehow