A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. <3

Hey everyone!
Wow, I haven't written on here in a long time. Thought that it would be a good idea to do an update. My exams are in a week and then on May 1 my first year of college will be over. For me college has really been my saving grace. I joined the best sisterhood in the whole wide world: Sigma Kappa. Without my soroity and all of the wonderful people I have met, I feel my life would suck a bit. LOL I am currently an Education Major, specializing in Middle Childhood, History and Math. This summer I am going to be working at Cedar Point. I leave on the 4th of May and get back on the 22nd on Aug. I am working there for many reasons but the main and most important one is for Rachael.... I am going to visit her this Dec. I miss her very much and I feel that it is time to have an adventure or two. Rachael I love you and you are doing great!!! Never give up because I am there with you in spirit, always by your side :-D. Oh and I met the best boy in the whole world too...lol I know that I have just started dating him (4/20/08)<---HA! But I just know that he really is something special. I'm excited to see what the future brings for me and the people I love. I know everything will be alright. Well I got to head to class people!
I love you all and you best leave me a comment if you read this!!!
~*Bridge

Sometimes mainly lately
I sit and stare
For hours on end.
All that I am thinking about
Is you.

And asking myself what I did wrong.
And If you will ever want me again
Because to this day
I only want you.
I can still feel you holding me,
And see you sleeping as I left.
Mike, why are you doing this?
Again.

Well I haven't updated in a very long time. Everything with prom went fine but I should have gone alone. I think I would have had more fun. I graduated High School. Now that I'm almost done with my first semester of college, lots of stuff has changed. Well stuff hasn't changed, I've changed. I have been single for a long time now. Well not with someone, I've dated people but nothing like the things I've had. Yeah I think about the things I had a lot. I used to have two of the bestest friends in the world. At least now one of them is still my friend. I don't know whether to say that everyday is harder or that I'm growing up. I joined Sigma Kappa with my sister Casey. I love all of my new friends very much but lately, I have felt really lonely. It's funny I always have someone around if I need them but I feel really really alone. I'm kind of seeing wigger again. Sad to say he is probably my best friend. He isn't always nice to me and he is kind of selfish but got to work with what you've got right? I don't want to fall for him but my heart is really needing some thing. I know that if I begin to really feel something for him, he will break my heart but maybe thats something I should get used to. I'm still in love with someone who won't move heave and earth for me, let alone his two feet. I don't know whats wrong with me the passed two nights I have bawled before I've gone to sleep. I hope that I'm just depressed because I know that will pass. God Bless You All and God Save Me

I am beyond stressed at this point. Prom is this saturday...everything is fine with that except... my mom schedualed my make-up appointment the same time as my hair so i have to fix that somehow because i have to be ready by like 4:30. and my hair appointment was at 12:30 bc its suppose to take a hour and a half to two hours for my hair and i wanted to get my hair done after my makeup and thats suppose to take an hour so i told mom to make it around 11. she made it at 12:15....yeah thats not going to work and sometime inbetween all that i have to pick up Dennis's and my flowers. And i work the night before all of this from 4-close so i'm going to want to sleep in but thats not going to happen because i have no idea what the hell is going on!

To make matters worse, my Father has been sending me some disturbing e-mails about him almost getting hit by rockets and how more attacks are coming...yeah wodnerful. i really don't want him to die.

Speaking of death my aunt's father died and she really wants my family to come and support her at the funeral but geuss what day the funeral is??? yeah geuss.... same day as PROM! i really want to be there for her but i spent over $300 for my dress and ect. I am spending around 50 for hair and makeup... and i don't know what else so i'm thinking my total bill for that night will be somewhere around 500 dollars.... WOW! so i can't go and my mom doesn't want to miss my senior prom...AHHH STRESS!!!

And this week didn't start off the best... i can't believe that people would talk so much crap about my presentation being 3 minutes over the time limit...seriously... i heard that it was like 20mins...ok let me set this straight for all over you... it ended up being like 10mins which the time limit was 5-7...GET OVER IT!!! And when Mrs. Blankenship stood up for me... i got even more crap about being her pet....okay maybe thats true. but maybe i'm her pet because i'm one of the only students in our grade that doesn't talk shit about her. she is a person too you know. she may seem like she doesn't care about what we say but hey doesn't everyone want everyone else to think that they are okay when they really aren't?

come on people where is your compassion?

~*Bridge